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I am getting to be more weird, since I couldn't show my real motion in front of others. When I am listening to others' issue and comforting them, my heart is bleeding. How come they know my life even worse than theirs? To be a person born on 80', to be a child who always enjoys the "great contribution" whaever from mental or financial support from its very very responsible parents, why I still feel so upset? it is a long long story in my life. Maybe after reading you don't feel unusual or maybe you will laugh at my weak, that are all true. As I mentioned before, I am such a loser who wants to make everyone happy but at the end everyone will ""abandon" me, is it the character deciding destiny?
it is too late, I have to go. I can image my parents will ask me again "where did he go? how come he goes for dinner without considering there is a baby at home? how come he doesn't do this ,do that (housework)? "blah, blah. They are that kinda of people always try their all best to show their nearly perfect performance as an example and at the mean time they stand at the strong position to "educate" me or" remind" me or "blast" my husband. The purpose is keeping an eye on my marriage to avoid break later. But, I don't want to listen.
Someone says, the marriage without parents' blessing will break sooner or later. At this stage, I am not scared to face the broken marriage later. Couldn't you just let it go? |
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Go camping (2015-9-29 更新炉具) (2011-12-28) ranger 
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