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本帖最后由 rain1111 于 2013-12-4 16:55 编辑
很久没有来了，想不到几年前写得帖子，还有人在读。再虚构个心故事吧。
所谓天若有情天亦老。理性上我们明白生命短暂，自然永恒的道理，可是一旦置身其境时却又难以平静地接受。再加上现实的纷乱繁杂，和数不清的条条框框,心境难得有平和的时候。
时间久了，记忆中的那些事儿，那些人儿，也随着平淡中的琐碎，慢慢地遗失了。直到有一天，一首歌，或一段字， 倏然把那些人儿，事儿从脑海中拨出来。
我年轻时，常常坐飞机奔忙往返于城市，大陆之间。从飞机弦窗下望城市，人若蝼蚁，微渺无声，很难和自己所熟知的那个喧嚣繁复的人文社会扯上关系。而她却固执的让我在那时，那刻,想她，念她。于是，一首小女人，大世界的歌就刻录在我随身的CD机上。我知道，她是这个大世界中的小女人。可惜，this world is not perfect......
看过一片宇航员写的自传。其中一段说到当飞船在寥寂，无垠的太空飞行时，他从弦窗向外望去。那一刻，蓝色的地球正如一伦新月挂在默然的黑幕上，差不多他拇指的大小。 他写道： The whole world's trouble is covered by my thumb nail."
我想个人对幸福，痛苦的感受来源于对事件在空间和时间上的认知程度。空间和时间上越亲近，感受越强烈。 但如若能拉远空间和时间的距离，痛苦的感受也会弱化很多。于是 有那么一段时间，我费劲心机的想做到让思念游离于尘世之外，也许随着空间的转化，时间的流逝, All my troubles would be covered by my thumb nail and I gonna to have a whole heart to enjoy my happiness.......
我想我做到了。只是今天不巧在街边听到了这首老歌。
I am a big, big girl
in a big, big world
It's not a big,big thing if you leave me
But I do, do feel
that I do, do will
miss you much
Miss you much
I can see the first leaf falling
It's all yellow and nice
It's so very cold outside
Like the way I'm feeling inside
I'm a big, big girl
in a big big world
It's not a big, big thing if you leave me
But I do, do feel
that I do, do will
miss you much
Miss you much
Outside it's now raining
And tears are falling from my eyes
Why did it have to happen
Why did it all have to end
I'm a big, big girl
in a big, big world
It's not a big, big thing if you leave me
But I do, do feel
that I do, do will
miss you much
Miss you much
I have your arms around me
Warm like fire
But when I open my eyes
You're gone
I'm a big, big girl
in a big, big world
It's not a big, big thing if you leave me
But I do, do feel
that I do, do will
miss you much
Miss you much
I'm a big, big girl
in a big, big world
It's not a big, big thing if you leave me
But I do feel I will
miss you much
Miss you much
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